Shell

this past few days, i came to realise that im like returning to the old wild days. first of all, its been long since i last point a middle finger and scold the "magic words" at someone in public. but thats wat exactly i did, and i feel kinda satisfied somehow. maybe its all due to some bad companies i made friend with recently. suddenly, i feel there's a shell forming around me, separating me from others, a cold feeling that i never ever had. but its true, i juz felt this way. sometime, i juz wanders around on free days, dont know wat to do, feeling lost.

but never the less, my relationship with my second bro seem to be getting better, thanks to a long-forgotten game i found the other day. we dont really talk much, even during reunion dinners. i know alot of things gotta be changed and are waiting for me to do so.