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e title summarise my mood, blank. today was a carefree day, at least it did help 2 take my bad memories n worries off my mind 4 awhile. ya went east coast with my buddy, Pat, nicholas, shiro, n pat's parents. brought my bike along, thanks 2 pat's dad car. spend most of e time eatin n cycling. had alot of cockels, tink my blood pressure wil surely rise up alot. as 4 dinner, uncle treat us eat e famous claypot fish head in amk, was really a filling n delicious meal. realli gotta thank them 4 e day programs. u all make my day.

theres a thing in my brain tat i muz realli shout it out, i finally realise im e biggest fool of them all, to tink tat i always tot i can change things, bt sumtime no matter wat u do, it wun b enuff. im so tired of everythin, got so many prob waitin 4 me 2 solve. who wuld ever realise my difficulties. bt i certainly wil learn 2 accept things as it is.

and i dunno if u wil ever c tis, bt e sight of u realli piss me off, b it in sch or else where, dun tink i own u anythin so tat u can cum out wif all tat ridiculous abuse. n dun use ur filthy as a weapon against others. i realli had enuff of u. 2 start with, i nv wanted u 2 b in my life or anythin. if i sound too harsh, so be it. _l_