MY Destiny

Thursday, April 13, 2006

High Time!!

its finally high time tat i blog on tis abandoned and deserted website le. if not tat sum1 remind bout my blog, i may even forget i ever had 1. wel juz sum updates on aku life ba. nothing much though.

i dunno is it call livin in a slump or wat, bt sad to say, ever since my attachment end or shud i say poly days end, i hav yet 2 find a job!! a few potential ones though. got 1 is insurance de, my mum job actualli. bt u noe me, im not gd wif words, n i sae things without touchin wood, tink i will scare e customers away if i take up tis job. last few day was realli downhearted, a bad news come after another. realli was like wonderin the purpose of my existence. NYP send me my result transcript, saw it, opened it, throw it. tats all i did, nothin 2 b thrilled about, cos i feel kinda like throw away my 3 yrs of studies, put my parents' hopes down. n best of all, e uni letter wont b comin 2 my mailbox i guess, cos its like every1 hav receive e letter le, bt wheres mine? at least gif me a negative ans, beta than no response. bt nvm bout tat anyway.

e worst is my TP. feel like im throwin my money 2 e drivin school, n no results cum out, despice my hard work. this time, i realli put in effort le, bt sumtime ur best ju8z simply isnt enuff. like they say, ur best is no longer enuff, u gotta b beta than others' best. guess its not my time yet. anyway gotta congrats those who hav gotten into e Uni and those who hav accuired a stable job. at least u all can say gd bye 2 e idling days.

i b goin taiwan in a few times, will try 2 updates u guys wif e places n stuffs over there. until then, gd bye.

Signing off,
Loser

3 Comments:

  • Tell yourself one thing. You will be rewarded with a lot of good things after all the downs! Nobody will be left on the down side forever. We will all have our fair share of ups and downs. Smile, er zi. May you have a pleasant trip. =)

    By Blogger Unknown, at 8:05 AM  

  • Woa...School provide the chance to meet dear...which is the biggest asset ever u will have for the rset of your life..(i suppose)..so how can u say these 3 years are wasted?? (maybe it's cptc instead...oops)

    By Blogger 鸿图, at 11:33 PM  

  • hey, chun zhang.. dun so down la.. where's our cheerful chun zhang?? things will turn better one.. always look on the bright side ya.. wo hui zhi chi ni de! :)

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 7:53 AM  

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