Overcome ur fear

its been almost 3 yrs, and i haven been able to overcome tis fear all tis while, until now. tis was 1 of the biggest twist of my life, havin one side is my mum, e other is my auntie, who took care of me since i was born, until i was 12. so its so hard 2 to stay neutral between them, i noe my mum stil blame my aunt 4 my dad's death, bt 1 thing 4 sure, nobody wanted it 2 happen, i mean wuld my uncle purposely bang his bike, i dun tink so. in fact i believe in timing, as in if a person is destined 2 leave tis world, he shud leave.

last mon, i was finalli to conquer tis fear, to go visit my aunt 3 yrs after e unhappy incident, actualli i was quite surprised, cos i expect my aunt to be actin hostile towards me, after e trouble my mum caused, bt it was e other way round, we had a gd chat, n i learn bout how things had change at their side, bt anyway tis muz keep away from my mum, cos she stil hold grudges against my aunt. actualli, if i were 2 go there alone, i mite not even dare 2 press e door bell, bt it was dear who accompanied me there, n gif me encouragement 2 overcome tis fear, thanks dear, without u, i mite not b as brave, bt i definitely not a wussy haha...

ya tat day also spend e afternoon wif dear at home watchin dvd, the american pie 4, was a hilarious show, quite worth watchin, too bad local cinema doesnt hav it. n also da bao dinner ba, since i was sick, i cant realli choose wat to eat, ke lian chong. so we had some indian rojak also, was not bad.

相信就有，不相信就没有, tis sentence may sound simple, bt it actualli serve as a livin motto 4 me, and no1 owe us a livin, we ourselve owe us a livin, so make sure 2 live ur life 2 e fullest. dear, juz rem, watever u do, i wil always b supportin u =>