What i am is who i am

yoz guys, sorry 4 e looooong break from tis blog, looks like my work is gettin more hectic than i initially tot, ya i admit haven had e chance 2 hang out wif with my gang recently, wanted 2 go nite cycling on fri, bt was postponed 2 next month due 2 e unforseen hungry ghost festival. tokin bout tat, i din noe sentosa got more ghost stories than i can imagine, nvm bout tat, hope they dun ask 2 do any closin tis month, u noe, e feelin when ur hair all stand up at e back of ur neck.

my mum got a $500 starhub voucher, for her astonishing high phone bill. i realli wish tis voucher din exist, cos it really gave me lots of trouble. n from tis incident, i get 2 c how poor their service is. i mean i gotta make alot useless trip down 2 PS juz 2 clear bill, get e phone, get another exchange 4 e phone, n 2 lodge a complaint. wel looks like my plan had gone flat once again. wanted 2 get a new phone 4 dear bt it turn out ugly with e stupid starhub purchasin system.

in e end, it all left a sour taste. hai, i wish i can make every1 happy, bt now it seem tis aim is so hard 2 achieve. from tis incident i oso got 2 noe beta bout my self, who i am:

#a clown who is introvert in e inside
#a soft spoken person who dunno how 2 say NO
#a person who dun set his priority rite
#a person who hav high expectation of himself
#a person wif a tired mind

actualli, 2 days ago i had a gd tok wif dear, its e first time i ever let e most bottom of my heart out, mayb shes rite, my current circumstance doesnt realli allow me 2 do things tat i wanna do, i dun blame my fate, cos its me who choose it. i had plans and target, bt doesnt really hav e abilities 2 achieve them. even my ignorant mum notice it hasnt been e usual smooth sailin 4 me recently, bt its ok, im ok. i personally believe its hardship tat make a person n a relationship stronger.

after all this, i stil wanna tell u tis dear, 사랑한다, 我要的只是你在我身边。


Signin off,
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