In a big slump

ok, haven blog 4 awhile, so tat means i got quite alot 2 write ba, first of all, i like 2 apologize 2 alot of ppl, ppl in sch, my buddies, all those who r ard, 4 all my wrongdoings and mistakes. i noe i hav cause sum inconvenience 2 sum of u, n obviously i din realli do much bout it. hate me if it help, its all my fault, its all bcos of my inability 2 organise my time n frenships wel enuff, causing alot anger among those ard me. i mean sumtime hate n anger blinded us from doing the rite thing, wel i believe my last blog entry mite hav mislead alot of ppl. sorry, i wasnt in e rite state of mindset back den. 神啊，请你惩罚我的过错.

recently abit low morale, firstly, i fail my POO ppr badly, so badly tat i heard its kinda like 20/100, which is fatal enuff, ya guess tmr lesson i wil kena from my lecturer le, wel at least im prepared 4 e worst le, n i believe i hav done quite badly 4 my common tests, wel my memory work hav sumhow becum short-term memory, which is pretty bad if it further deteriorate. everyday i felt like a loser, wanna work 2 earn sum extra cash, yet my result doesnt allow me 2 do so, i juz wanna take sum burden off my family, due 2 sum personal reasons.

had a veri disturbing dream last nite, it had such big psychological effects on me tat when i woke up in e morning, tears was actually rolling down. i noe tis may sound abit funny, bt last nite dream was abit of nitemare+tragedy. wel bt i cant say it here, due 2 personal reasons, i can only say it invole my family. i juz hav a odd feeling bout it. last nite b4 slp, i was watchin a movie til 3 plus, den came back home 2 slp, wonder does it hav anythin 2 do wif that dream. wel at least i did went 2 e temple n pray at noon.