洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护着你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃着聊着笑着
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看着你
偷偷的隐藏着自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

退后

天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法呼吸
抽屉泛黄的日记
擦干了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去被顺时针地忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续
天空灰得像哭过
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法呼吸
抽屉泛黄的结局
擦干了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去被顺时针地忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦走了又错
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情才回忆里待续
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续

If theres a chance, i wont hesitate to hold your hand again.

My misses

there r so many things a person can miss. i will always keep my misses for you in my heart, for i know u r always there in my heart, in a special way. i cant say my feelin now, bt no matter how much i need you, i noe i muz let u go, to b fair to you n ur happiness.

i miss e time we had together so much. it seem tat every moment alone i will b tinkin of it, everythin seem 2 juz happen ytd. the time we spent in taiwan, e time we spent studyin in library, e time we went to swim, the time u cook breakfast for me while i wash e plates, the time i surprise u by fetchin u from harbourfront, e time we spent in ur amk hse, e time we went to watch movie together, the time i meet you for dinner durin my bookout days, the time when u bring me to jay concert to the time when you agree to be wif me. there r so many happy moment tat i realli miss. even if u hav let them go le, i will still b keepin them in a part of my heart, for i know i will nv gif up e memories of e happiest part of my life.

i cant say im strong, im actualli weak inside. i still shed tears whenever i c ur msg once in a while. i know its been a month, bt i realli miss ur shelter of love for me, but i muz say, at tis moment, even if i hate to admit it, i dun hav e fortune to walk finish tis journey wif you, bt remember me for the way i am, for i realli did love you with all my heart.

Bus Stop

last nite i had a dream, a short n simple yet symbolic dream. i dreamt that i was on a bus on my way to a destination of uncertainty. i din realli know where i was headin to. all i know is tat i happen in that bus at that point of time. suddenly e bus stop at a familiar bus stop. at first i din notice anything or anyone at the bus stop. But when all the passenger alighted and the bus just started to move on, i saw her, my ex-girlfriend, she was standing at the bus stop, waiting for her frens i guess. at that point of time, i really wanted to get off the bus, but no matter how i resisted the crowd in e bus, how i shouted, i could not get the attention of the bus driver. i could only hopelessly see her leave my sight and slowly disappear as the bus move on. just at this time, i suddenly woke up le, its already 8 in e mornin le. i tot 2 myself, so it was juz a dream.

after givin some thots to wat happen in the dream, i begin to reason out wat the dream realli symbolise. sometime no matter how much you want to change the outcome, you will juz not be able to change it, cos its always takes two hands to clap. unless the other parties agree, its of no use no matter how hard you try. mayb she was juz another bus stop of my life journey ba, all i know is that the future is of uncertainty, juz hav 2 take it in my stride i guess. i will try 2 live my life to e fullest frm now on. i muz say it was veri happy period of time of my life when i was at that bus stop, n i will keep tis memories with me always. thank you. wat im gonna do now is to continue with this journey, b it smooth sailing or one with alot of rough patches. i shall leave it to fate to direct me and see where it leads me to ba. mayb one day i would come 2 reach a bus stop of a greener path, or mayb one day the bus mite make a U-turn back to the same bus stop. i dun know, only heaven know.

just so you know

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gutta say it all before you go
just so you know

it's gettin hard to
be around you
theres so much i can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gutta say it all before you go
just so you know

this emptyness is killin me
i'm wonderin why i've waited so long
lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
now i'm waitin here
been waitin here

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gutta say it all before you go
just so you know

晴天

故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
rui sou sou xi dou xi la
sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开

刮风这天我试过握着你手
但偏偏雨渐渐大到我看你不见
还要多久我才能在你身边
还要多久我才能够在你身边
等到放晴的那天也许我会比较好一点
等到放晴那天也许我会比较好一点
从前从前有个人爱你很久
但偏偏风渐渐把距离吹得好远
偏偏风渐渐把距离吹得好远
但偏偏雨渐渐把距离吹得好远
好不容易又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
但故事的最后你好像还是说了