happi birthday 2 myself!!

sorri 4 tis late update, keep forgetin 2 update on my blog. ya it was reall a enjoyable birthday celebration, esp cake smashin part. went 2 PS wif dear dear 2 shop 4 awhile b4 goin 2 clark quay 2 meet e rest. bt 2 my horror, i forget 2 tell them the meetin time had change from 7 to 7.30pm, so when we reach there, haha we got afew pissed expression lookin at us, sorri my bad.

it was a downpour outside e mrt station, rainin cats and dogs, so end up settlin our dinner at china town pt, wif some jap food. was force 2 drink 'alot' sake at e end of e dinner, until i abit giddy. den came e cake, it was a pleasant cake from pat n her sis, they brought from polar, so muz b quite ex. while i was doin usual ritual, meanin pullin e candle outta e cake wif my mouth, here comes ml n leroy, smashin my face rite into e cake, n mind u, at tat moment, i can feel theres choc inside my nose, not 2 mention how much force they use, haha i knew tis wil happen to me 1 day, after doin so many pranks on others over e yrs. after tat went 2 e settler cafe 2 hav sum games, it was fun-lovin, had a realli great time down there, n thanks 4 e gifts guys, luv them..

realli wanna thanks e followin ppl: my dear dear of course, joseph, pat, pauline, kelvin, leroy, ying long, ming loon & jia ming

Overcome ur fear

its been almost 3 yrs, and i haven been able to overcome tis fear all tis while, until now. tis was 1 of the biggest twist of my life, havin one side is my mum, e other is my auntie, who took care of me since i was born, until i was 12. so its so hard 2 to stay neutral between them, i noe my mum stil blame my aunt 4 my dad's death, bt 1 thing 4 sure, nobody wanted it 2 happen, i mean wuld my uncle purposely bang his bike, i dun tink so. in fact i believe in timing, as in if a person is destined 2 leave tis world, he shud leave.

last mon, i was finalli to conquer tis fear, to go visit my aunt 3 yrs after e unhappy incident, actualli i was quite surprised, cos i expect my aunt to be actin hostile towards me, after e trouble my mum caused, bt it was e other way round, we had a gd chat, n i learn bout how things had change at their side, bt anyway tis muz keep away from my mum, cos she stil hold grudges against my aunt. actualli, if i were 2 go there alone, i mite not even dare 2 press e door bell, bt it was dear who accompanied me there, n gif me encouragement 2 overcome tis fear, thanks dear, without u, i mite not b as brave, bt i definitely not a wussy haha...

ya tat day also spend e afternoon wif dear at home watchin dvd, the american pie 4, was a hilarious show, quite worth watchin, too bad local cinema doesnt hav it. n also da bao dinner ba, since i was sick, i cant realli choose wat to eat, ke lian chong. so we had some indian rojak also, was not bad.

相信就有，不相信就没有, tis sentence may sound simple, bt it actualli serve as a livin motto 4 me, and no1 owe us a livin, we ourselve owe us a livin, so make sure 2 live ur life 2 e fullest. dear, juz rem, watever u do, i wil always b supportin u =>