song again?!

just came by a nice song.

我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

sudden rush of energy

all out of a sudden, a rush of energy flows in me, its more like a kind of motivation from an unknown source. guess i shall try to pull myself up and continue from where i had stopped. do it with true courage, cast my fear aside, live with no regret, live to the fullest.

now, my leg is kinda swollen, guess i injured myself the other day, it juz hurts whenever i start walking. guess i will consult doctor within this few days, before it get out of hand. n yea, school reopen later in the day, hope i dont oversleep.

signin off,
L

Island rush!!

what a day it was, i guess its been some time since i last ran til i cant even walk properly after that. i should say i have reach my physical limit. although we did not win anything, but it was a nice and pleasant experience.

and yea, met some funny people during the event, there were this 5 girls or shud i say kids, who my team is suppose to team up with, initially the mood was quite tense, maybe because of the age gap. they all look older than their actual age, which is 13. haha small kids.

and sentosa can be a nightmare if you just follow blindly according to their sign boards, all because of the renovation down there. we had a hard time getting to palawan beach. well thats about all now.

school reopening soon, stressful days are returning. wish people around me can always be happy.

now or never

Some things you can only have yourself to rely on, cause only you yourself can solve it, others cant give you solutions, because they are not the ones bearing the consequences of your decisions, and i mean from all aspects of life.

although i have a few skeletons kept in the closet, but now i think its time i finally let it off my chest. i dunno the outcomes, but i do know life will never be the same as before. its do or die, now or never. and yea, going for a island rush this coming weekend, its more like a amazing race, only that the prize money isnt 1 million. so wish me luck. cause i know i will need a lot of it.

Unhappening

nothing much happened in my life recently, juz work and slack. ya maybe some outdoor activities occassionally organised by my friends. and yea, quite unsatisfied with the combination i got for next semester, but well, im juz the kind of guy who just accept what im given.

but i do have a feeling that something will happen in the near future, just something, be it good or bad, and yea, school will reopen in a week time, time flies, life is short, so be cool for the time being.

signing off,
L

Shell

this past few days, i came to realise that im like returning to the old wild days. first of all, its been long since i last point a middle finger and scold the "magic words" at someone in public. but thats wat exactly i did, and i feel kinda satisfied somehow. maybe its all due to some bad companies i made friend with recently. suddenly, i feel there's a shell forming around me, separating me from others, a cold feeling that i never ever had. but its true, i juz felt this way. sometime, i juz wanders around on free days, dont know wat to do, feeling lost.

but never the less, my relationship with my second bro seem to be getting better, thanks to a long-forgotten game i found the other day. we dont really talk much, even during reunion dinners. i know alot of things gotta be changed and are waiting for me to do so.

借口

翻着我们的照片,想念若隐若现,去年的冬天我们笑得很甜,看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见,来不及听见,你已走得很远,也许你已经放弃我,也许已经很难回头,我知道是自己错过,请再给我一个理由说你不爱我,就算是我不懂,能不能原谅我,请不要把分手当作你的请求,我知道坚持要走,是你受伤的藉口,请你回头,我会陪你一直走到最后,就算没有结果,我也能够承受,我知道你的痛是我给的承诺,你说给过我纵容,沉默是因为包容,如果要走请你记得我,如果难过,请你忘了我

I believe

I believe that God give me all this extreme tasks, cause he want me to come out with extreme measures
i believe that God bring me all this problems, cause he want me to come out with my own resolutions
i believe that God take away things from me, cause he want to make me learn how to live without them
i believe that God still do give me something in return, just that i did not notice it
i believe that God still punish me for all the wrong that i have done, so that i will learn my mistakes
i believe that God bring me through all this, just to make me a better and stronger person
i still believe in you, God

signing off,
L

轨迹

我知道现在对你说爱我别走，已经太迟了，我也没有什么要求，只希望你快乐。其实我已知道你有事要对我说了，只是说不出口，我知道坚持要走，是你受伤的借口，谢谢你给我的一切，我很感激你。我一直以来只想唱歌给你听，希望你能听的进去。

I feel so sad, I dunno whether I can wake up tml, 不过，不用担心的太多，我会尽量好好过，我会选择放弃你，只因为我太爱你，答应我，你也要好好过下去。

我能够给你的最后的疼爱，就是手放开。再次要谢谢你，给我一个这么美丽的童话。
Thank you for all this while and good luck in advance for ur attachment next week. miss ya.

signing off,
L

Thank you

phew, this few days simply drain out all the energy in me, very tired, yet very bored. lucky i kept myself busy, haha. hmm my result isnt as bad as i have expected, well done louis, at least your GPA is still intact.

and yea, nearly forget, gotta thanks Mr. slenes for visiting this blog so often. good luck in whatever you are doing now. ( u shud know wat i mean, hehe)

signing off,
L

晴天

nothing much now, juz wanna share with u all my fav song, 晴天.

故事的小黄花,从出生的那年就飘着,童年的荡秋千,随记忆一直晃到现在,吹着前奏望着天空的我想起花瓣试着掉落.为你翘课的那一天,花落的那一天,教室的那一间,我怎么看不见,消失的下雨天,我好想再淋一遍,每想到失去勇气我还留着,好想再问一遍,你会等待还是离开.刮风这天,我试过握着你手,但偏偏,雨渐渐,大到我看你不见,还要多久,我才能在你身边,等到放晴的那天,也许我会比较好一点.从前从前,有个人爱你很久,但偏偏,风渐渐,把距离吹得好远,好不容易,又能再多爱一天,但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜.

Unsaid

alot of things were left unsaid, doubts were everywhere,
keeping it to myself, keepin myself busy,
but the thoughts juz wont go away.

right now, i only got a question which only a person can answer.

Victory

today was a tiring day, went to gif my buddy WB some opinions on clothes, then later went for street soccer tournament organised by joseph's church, at first we thought it would be a boring 1, but actually it was quite fun, because i have realise that its been ages since the old gang last played soccer together. and joseph's church mates were very friendly too, thanks for the reception.

even though we won all matches, but the most important thing is everyone have fun. 友谊第一，比赛第二.

signing off,
L

Champ!!!

finally,after 50 years, the long wait is well over, on come a new era in EPL, and blue is the color, was so happy when they r declared the champion. haha seriously i didnt know i will live to see Chelsea lift up that very trophy. Everyone play well, especially lampard & terry, they are my heroes.

Signing off,
L