Real Happiness

first of all, i wanna anounce tis is prob e last time i b bloggin in tis webpage le. nothin special, just feel there r alot past memories lingering ard tis blog tat hav b remindin me of e past, i noe i hav decide 2 move on le, tats y all e more i muz let go of all this memories n stuffs.

actualli, i also muz gif special thank 2 alot ppl, esp my best sis, pat n her sis pauline 4 bein my best counsellors, my god sis kimberly n gd fren shirlene 4 givin me all tis moral supports, my old gang members esp aaron for takin my mind off my misery, my gd fren esther 4 all e advices, my sentosa kakis including jee cheng 4 allowin me 2 pour out my woes, my camp mates 4 pushin me thru e toughest days, my sch mates esp jian ming 4 showin me endless concern all the way. i realli muz thank you guys deeply from e bottom of my heart, n i juz cant thank you guys enuff. all e care n concern shelter my darkest day, bringin me out of my shadow. last but the least, i wanna say thank you 2 you, pauling, 4 bringin one of e most beautiful moments 2 me. i wil cherish tis precious moments we once share. U taught me wats love is all about, enabling me to finally be able 2 feel bein love by someone. u build up my confident, u teach me alot of life morals lesson, u teach how 2 b fillial n made my bond wif my family stronger. thank you n i hope u will lead a happy life after us, i finally understand wats true happiness le. kim recorded e video of our last moments, i somehow shed some tears, but i also smile at the same time. i can feel a glimpse of ur happiness, n somehow i feel fortunate 2 once be there. a big thank you 2 everyone.

爱转角

我伪装着
不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
歌词提供~~lck
☆爱转角遇到了51lrco~-~o
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
为什麽你轻易俘虏我的心
我却难以将你的目光拉近

Here without you

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

love is kind?

ppl told me tat love is kind. is it realli tis way? i dunno. i use 2 tot heaven hav been veri kind to me, 2 hav u as my gf. bt on tat faithful day, everythin changed. i lost not oni u, bt my whole world.

sittin at a corner of e train, i felt so small, so pitiful. everywhere i go, traces of memories wil b there 2 remind me tat u r no longer there wif me. i try consolin myself everytime i c other couples, tat we once had such a wonderful love. 2 b truthful, u r e first person tat i realli did put my whole heart n world into lovin u.

i noe, sometime is a factor that we cant control. i noe i mite not b able to gif u wat u want in time, n all tat i can gif now is not wat u realli want. bt i been realli tryin my best already, i tot my hard work could push me thru, n offset our difference. bt i was so wrong, i did not expect my heart 2 b hurt so bad, so bad that i cry before n after my slp everynight. if i say i love slpin cos its e oni time i could realli dream of u in front of me, will u believe it? when i slp, i dun need 2 face e world, i can b wif u in my dream, bt oni 2 wake 2 e harsh reality. say im stubborn, say im weak, yes im stubborn, yes im weak. i noe e fact tat i stil love u deeply is somethin i can nv change. so many kind souls n frens hav told me 2 move on. bt i stil always at e same spot. waitin 4 e day u change ur mind n come back 2 my life.