Obstacles in life

wel every1 are bound 2 hav dificulties in their journey, b it money, relations, career or watever. bt if u dun act or realise e source of ur prob, u wil nv b able 2 turn things ard. wel im not sure im bein unfillial 4 sayin this, bt i mite juz hav found the possible obstacle 2 my success n work. guess wat, the obstacle is my MUM. take tis mornin for example, she was suppose 2 wake me up 4 work, yet she choose not to switch on her alarm n slp thru e whole mornin, i was furious when i woke up, n realli gave her tick off, e reason im so angry was because i reminded her at least 10 times ytd 2 wake me up, YET she choose 2 ignore it, n enjoy msg her damn f**king 'boy'fren, i dun mind her sms all e time, bt her bill was 400-500 every month, i tink i realli nid smash her phone le.

to tink an adult can b so insensible, wel she nv was sensible b4 i guess. sayin e wrong thing at e wrong time was her another prob. whenever my frens visit my place, she wil tok trash n keep brain-washing others bout her chanting, no offense or anythin against this japanese chanting, bt u shud realli c how she tok bout it, its like kp forcin ppl 2 listen 2 her religious teaching. i nv wuld dare 2 approach her 4 any advice, cos i noe i wil probably get 2 reply, "dun disturb me la, i veri busy", "juz chant ur prob wil b solve". i mean she of all ppl shud noe 1 can b benefited bt not OBSESSIVE wif a religious. she say she chant 4 e sake of safety of us, bt y do i hear her tokin bad n revenge on other ppl. i mean action speak louder than words, no pt kp preaching bout e same things for yrs, get on wif it. i realli had enough, i noe i shudnt say tis, bt im realli ashame n feel unfortunate 2 hav tis kinda mum. mayb she hav her difficulties that i dunno, bt she wil nv understand my difficulties i guess. pressin me 2 work yet choose not 2 wake me up 4 work, is tat fair? i dun comprehend. the bottom line is, i dun wish 2 stay wif her in e future.

signin off,
an unfillial son